It has been almost 9 months since i last posted and i had hoped that this post would be about my next chapter and i would be on my way to Cyprus for treatment, but this is not on the cards at the moment because COVID-19 has put a standstill on the world and most definitely on my ‘becoming a mother’ journey for now.

My previous post was about a very raw heartbreak which I am pleased to say i got over rather quicker than I expected. I had some amazing people come into my life including an amazing guy who restored my faith in the power of human connection and showed me what I had been missing in previous relationships.

So, the plan was get to this summer, head to Cyprus, see if i could get pregnant and then worry about the rest of ‘what happens next’ if i manage to get pregnant. Sadly as Covid-19 hit the world hard in March and is still playing havoc with people’s travel plans I have no idea when I am going to be able to travel without restrictions and quarantines etc. One thing is for sure, when i do decide to go to Cyprus i don’t need any extra stress, so i have decided to wait until travel is somewhat back to normal. It won’t be ‘normal’ as we knew it ever, I don’t think, even when a vaccine is introduced, but at least, hopefully by next year, the world will have learnt how to live a little bit better with this new ‘norm’ and travel protocols will be in place to make things safer to travel. Until this time I am focusing on me, getting back into shape, loosing some weight, getting strong mentally and physically and just trying to be in the best condition I can be until it is safe to travel again.

We are living in unprecedented times and this is just a small spanner in the works, nothing that is going to stop me from trying to reach my dream, just delaying the process for now. So I am going to continue to trust in the universe and believe that I am exactly where I need to be right now and that with time I will be back on the road again.